This morning I was reading from the Our Daily Bread website. The title of the message was Fragile Existence. We go through life not knowing what is going to happen, we guess and sometimes we plan but we still have no power over the future. This can be really frustrating at times because sometimes I feel like I don't have the faith to just believe God will make everything work out. I wish I could be more like Job. He didn't deserve all the crap that was happening in his life yet he never doubted God's doing.
God allowed bad things to happen to Job to test him, but sometimes God allows bad things to happen because we deserve it and other times life is great.
I wonder what God is doing in my life right now...
Do I deserve all of these struggles? Or is God testing me?
I will never know for sure but the only thing I can do now is have faith in Him that everything is happening for a reason. Sounds simple enough, but why can't I do it?
This is my prayer in the desert
When all thats within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is a God who provides
One a happier note...
Just started watching Glee and it makes me very happy :] but also envious of their beautiful voices...sigh...haha
Glee is the highlight of my sucky wednesdays.
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oh dang. this was a year ago. HAHA okay well maybe not.
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